I’ve already loved more than I thought I could love someone
I’ve already felt my heart break
And I’ve already fell so many times but I got back up
God Eternal Has a Purpose. In order for this purpose to be unveiled the Lord needs us to be open and available to receive Him and contain Him.
2 Thessalonians 3:5 And the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God and into the endurance of Christ.
God’s life encounters subjective obstacles in us. Our mind, will and emotion are obstacles for the Lord. If we do things from our thoughts, then they are no more than religious activities. If our mind is set on the Spirit then there is no discrepancy with God.
Our will is an obstacle because often our mind can understand the intention of the Spirit but we are unwilling to submit and obey. An example giving was a husband knowing he should apologize to his wife, but being unwilling to give in. We lose the Lord’s presence this way.
Our emotion needs to match that of God’s emotion. Everything of God has become ours because His nature has been wrought into us. Our emotion and His emotion have become one. In order for God’s life to come out of us, we need to exercise to have our person broken and shattered for Him.

“Do not say that you are qualified and experienced. You need to be always fresh and new. I do not care how long I have been saved or how long I have been experiencing the Lord’s riches. I only care for one thing—that I am presently in the Spirit. I must be freshly and instantly in the Spirit. The life-giving Spirit is like the breath. We must breathe Him unceasingly.”
— Witness Lee #LSRom 16